Because I need someone to talk to. Sometimes I have these days I feel comletely useless. Like I feel like I can’t do anything without fucking things up. It hurts.
Some of you may know (or not know) that my mother have passed away and after that I’ve had pent up emotions that goes out on my family. I am really ashamed of how I act towards them. I yell at them. I throw out death threats. I hit them. I call them names. Í feel really awful. I feel like such a monster. I can’t even stand looking at myself in the mirror because all I see is this horrid monster staring back at me. The reason I spend time locked up in my room is because I want to avoid hurting them even more.
Tumblr and the other websites I visit frequently like deviantART,YouTube is my escape from this shitty reality we live in.
God I need someone to talk to. I am not mentally healthy.
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