I know what some of you are going to say
She is just writing this to get attention. She is a attention whore blah blah blah.
Well I am not…what I am about to write is not something you’d write for attention. I am pouring my heart out to all of my followers. I need some comfort after all I’ve been through.
I mean I lost my best friend on my birthday last year and the month after my mom died. I am very fragile emotionally. Tumblr and the internet is my escape from reality when I am feeling shitty. I mean don’t get me wrong I love everyone of my follwers and I am glad that you’re part of my life. Even thoudg some of you live on other continents I see every one of you as friends.
But I honestly do not know what I am supposed to do…I feel like I am not capable of doing anything without screwing up. I feel lonely and lost.
What should I do?